I’m married but I am always feeling alone and very lonely. I feel that way while I’m lying in bed with my husband. I can be lying there crying and he doesn’t even know; and sometimes I’m lying there feeling so much pain it hurts and he’ll all of a sudden turn over and start groping me and I just feel so lost and hopeless because I feel like my husband doesn’t care anything about me or what I’m going through in life. He’ll act like I’m not even there until he wants sex then he just takes it and never once asks me if I’m okay, how I’m feeling or anything.