I just want a real man a grown up man who will take care of his family and tart them with respect. Instead I’m with this lacking insecure child who only thinks if himself. I went to school I have a masters degree. He never worked my whole pregnancy I supported the two of us. All the while he played, bought corvettes, toys, all while I payed the bills. Working until I finally had complications with my pregnancy. I was very I’ll and got MRSA during my eighth month at physical therapy which I had to go to with a ruptured disk, 8 months pregnant working 16 hour days to support his ass! So when I got sick he went sailing. Left me alone in such a state my mom had to travel 2500 miles to take care if me while he was absent. He left me at the hospital for days while I was reoccurring from the baby and I both in sever infection and her in intensive care with the infection she acquired from me. He finally decided to work since I still wasn’t medically cleared. Every month he would give me $26.00 that’s for gas, food and formula. I couldn’t return and I was punished for being a mom at home even though medically unable to. I tried to breast feed but after 6 weeks couldn’t produce milk after multiple cases of fungal mastitis caused by all of the meds to finally rid the MRSA . One year later I was cleared for work. My parents supported out child while he bought thousands of dollars of toys for himself. Several dirt bikes, four wheelers, Four by fours, cars… All while I had no money to take our daughter to her check ups. Thank god my parents helped me! Then I finally returned to work. I made 83,000 salary. I was successful and he hated it. He made or impossible for me to get to work. He wouldn’t help with the baby and wouldn’t return until after midnight. If the baby was asleep he woke her up. So then I was up to all hours of the morning with her yet I had to leave for work at 5am. After a few months I was falling asleep driving. My mother was exhausted from watching our child because she had to stay longer hours just so I could sleep a few hours. All while he played with friends every night after work. Finally I gave up on my career and quit. Now I have no money again. He won’t pay for groceries. He won’t spend time with his child. He ek to wash his laundry. He won’t help out around the house. He just continues to play with his financial power once more over me. I hate him with every part of my being. He is a terrible father. A terrible mate and I can’t wait until the day that he is forever out of my life.