Close to 1 year since I made a epic mistake – my wife being the loyal women she is kept me on. I’m happy to know myself that I have not strayed from my promise I made however the famous you can’t change your spots is burnt into her mind.
Maybe it’s my whole personality which has changed over time into something she always thinks will betray her, I can’t really blame her mind set however with that mindset brings its own problems. Sometimes I stair into the distance or think quietly to myself which in certain circumstances seems I am ogling at something else which causes huge silences between us.
I wish I could change what has happened but at the same token it stopped me in my tracks and changed my direction I just wish maybe she could see that.
Good luck all those husbands & wifes who may share just a glimpse of what I have mentioned above.