I’ve been married to my husband for 18 yrs. Our marriage has been rock solid and we were each other’s best friend until 3 yrs ago when I found out he’s been having sex with prostitutes and just about anyone. He travels a lot for his job so he had a lot of opportunities to fool around. When I confronted him, he rather blamed me for not being active in bed. I so wanted to leave then but I got scared. I haven’t worked for 15 yrs and I didn’t know how to start again with 2 kids. So I stayed. Bought kinky bedroom outfit and toys to try to please my husband. I thought it worked but then I found out he was still hiring prostitutes or even joining swingers party, etc. It didn’t really matter if I was performing like a well paid porn star or a virgin nun. He wanted variety. He’s promiscuous! Now my kids are leaving home to go to uni. I wanna go with them. I hate my husband so much I can no longer live with him He’s pressuring me to have sex with other people. He even wants me to work as an escort! I despise him so much.