I hate my husband! He’s a volcano of shit. He is full of shit and he often erupts leaving nothing but shit and destruction all around him. We’ve been married 8 years. I have been feeling this way for too long. About 3 years now, I have been contemplating on leaving. I left in June, but he coaxed me back on our anniversary. (Uuuuhhhhh) Just the thought of a June Bride makes me so sick.
My husband just became this piece of shit. He got fired from his job of 8 years, he has picked up smoking pot daily, as well as drinking beer and avoiding me and the kids. We have 2.) We had to move, and he has left all the packing and cleaning to me. He just goes as he pleases. I can’t get him away from me. I tried locking him out, he always gets in. He puts all the burden of every aspect of our life, solely on me. My children are heartbroken and do not understand why if he has no job, do they see him less? I really don’t give a shit if he is gone, just as long as I don’t have to see him sitting on the couch, or in the yard drinking. I stole his stash and hid it. I guess he’s been smoking the reef without me and behind my back for 3 months. I have no clue who he is anymore. He has no respect for me, nor I for him. He just calls me a dumb bitch constantly and ignores my pleas for help. I’m drowning in responsibilities while he’s high in the clouds of his volcanic shit eruption. Is this normal for a man in his early 30s? Cause if so, I’m trading him in for a dog. At least the dog might eat their own shit vs leaving it all around for me to take care of or step in. I just turned 30 myself, and I give zero fucks about things the way I used to.