My husband walked out on me and on our kids and hasn't contacted us since. I've been trying to reach him every which way but he doesn't answer. I'm devastated and feeling like I could just die it's so hard to deal with the pain. It only gets harder each day I don't hear from him. I can't even make myself pretend to be okay so the kids don't have to see me falling apart. I don't know what happened that made my husband leave and I don't know what's going to happen to me and the kids because I can'